This feeling.....

Sometimes i just wish that i can totally get rid of this feeling, seriously not good for me...The scent of nivea lotion, really gets me kicking for awhile, and later on the temptation of reminiscence over you reappear, trying so hard to just vanish it. So glad that soccer gets me off the random thought...why can't we be just friend rather than avoiding each other...Can't deal with that...This is not who i am...Living in the world full of hatred will soon end up somewhere down the drain...